Jonathan Gloss – 2021
The Abused Male Trilogy
This site is the living extension of my books — using today’s AI technology to let you not only read my story, but also hear it, feel it, and see it in ways that have never been done before.
📘 Book 1: Abused Male — How I Got Here
Releasing January 2026
The raw, unfiltered story of surviving unimaginable abuse, medical collapse, psychological warfare, and the long descent into losing everything — including a leg. This book tells the truth most people are too afraid to say out loud.
📙 Book 2: Abused Male — How I Ungot Here
Releasing June 2026
The climb back from nothing. Not “magically healed” — but ungetting what trauma built inside me. Undoing conditioning, reclaiming identity, and rebuilding mind, body, and spirit through consciousness, mystical work, and brutally honest self-reflection.
📗 Book 3: Abused Male — The Mystic in Me
Releasing 2027
What awakened after the trauma. What I remembered. What I discovered about consciousness, frequency, intuition, past lives, and the hidden architecture of healing that only reveals itself after you’ve walked through fire and survived.
This Website Is the Extension of the Books
AbusedMale.com is not just a landing page — it’s a multi-sensory, AI-powered extension of my story. Here, you’ll be able to:
- Read the books online with interactive notes and context.
- Listen to the audiobook in multiple languages.
- Hear the music that was in my head during key moments, to feel the frequency of each experience.
- Watch ethically recreated AI scenes so you can “see” what I lived through — I appear as myself, and the abuser appears only as an avatar or shadow.
- Access documents, resources, and links that helped me understand trauma, abuse, and healing.
Why I’m Doing This
I’m doing this first to heal myself — to understand why this happened, how it happened, and how it shaped the man I became, and the man I am choosing to be now. This is memory, therapy, and resurrection, all at once.
I’m also doing this for the men who are too afraid to admit they’re being abused. Men rarely talk about abuse. Most assume no one will believe them — because most of the time, no one does. If my story gives even one man the courage to speak, to leave, or simply to realize “this is not my fault”, then this work is worth it.
And yes, I’m doing this for the abuser — and every abuser like her. For the ones who think no one sees what they’re doing, who believe they’ll never be exposed, who have convinced themselves they’re the victim. If my story forces even one of them to see themselves clearly and stop, then maybe someone else’s life won’t end the way mine almost did.
A Warning About What You’re Going to Read
The stories I tell are horrific, disturbing, and psychologically brutal. I don’t soften them, because the truth doesn’t help anyone if it’s watered down. You will be horrified. And then, sometimes, you’ll laugh — not because the abuse is funny, but because the sheer weirdness and surreal nature of what happened crosses the line into dark, nervous laughter.
You’ll find yourself thinking, “How did this even happen to a real person?” The answer is simple: it did. To me. I’m okay now — and that’s the only reason I can tell it this way.
And let me drop one bomb here: have you ever heard of someone being abused with food as a weapon? Not overeating, not bad diet — but food used to control, punish, and break a person down. That alone you may find “interesting” from the outside. I lived it from the inside. I will share it so you don’t become me — one foot in the grave, with no words for what’s being done to you.
Explore Where This Journey Leads
My story doesn’t end here. If you resonate with what I’ve lived through, these projects carry the work forward into healing, empowerment, and consciousness.
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Jonathan Gloss – Male Abuse Survivor
I am a survivor of over 25+ years of physical, mental, and food used as an abuse tool by a woman.